Everything you think about yourself and others is just not true. Our subconscious is just a filter on how we interpret the world and ourselves, and it's a VERY narrow filter. It's something that limits you, but you can slowly get rid of it and see the beauty in things that actually matter and how everything bad that you think about yourself and others is most certainly a lie. Subconscious is, to me, just the state of your body, your nervous system, and your thought patterns (all the same, actually) at every single second and how it reacts to every stimulus. It's a rollercoaster and an avalanche. It never stops. It's a magnet that connects and/or expels.